He had the feeling, that he was really seeing Estelle for the first time. Her facial expressions and how her lips moved when she talked, the way she ran through her thick brown hair, her defined nose, she had a cute nose that he never noticed before. He already knew that Estelle was really skinny even before he really knew her. But she was glowing from the outside. He looked at her so attentive, that he had the feeling to count her freckles and her thin fingers looked so beautiful that he wouldn't might at all to hold them tight.
"I'm sorry", interrupted he with a weird voice. Only now he realized how long they've been yelling at each other. She smiled. But not as strong as usual. It seemed forced.
"It's okay Tom, you're actually right", answered she, and looked at him, he had difficulties to resist her strong look. Now he was ashamed of his own words.
"I am just too occupied being strong, I don't want anyone taking control over me and i pretty much hate everyone that is interested in me."
She paused her sentence, like she just regretted what came out of her, she looked out of the window.
"Nobody knows who i really am, and myself included." "You're wrong." said Tom, just like that.
"Because you saw me!" A short laugh came out of her throat. As she reminded him of his bad words. "I don't think about you this way, at least not this bad."
"Nobody was ever this honest with me, I'm so empty, and deeply inside I know I'm never going to be happy."
Her openness was clearly attributed by the alcohol. And Tom was sure that she was going to regret them in the morning.
"This is silly"
He was conscious that she hoped of a much better answer. She couldn't hide her disappointment. "Why are you saying this?"
"Because you don't know other, wouldn't it be stupid that you could never have something good in your life, that's all." Just now he could hold up with her look and he tried to read her mind through her pretty blue eyes.
"Thank you, thank you that you're here." Said Estelle after the longest time. She opened her heart to someone for the first time and for the very end she realized that her world wasn't forgein to his.