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Prix Laurence 2020

Rubio Doering Lena - Truth or Death?



 

 

Secrets. 

They are all around.

In ears,

In hallways,

Underground.

 

Truth creeps up on you

Like no other.

When you least expect or need.

 

Friends or Backstabbers?

I am no longer sure.

I thought,

I wish,

I knew

It would end up something like this.

 

So naive.

Oh how was I 

So blind

So dumb

So young 

Too young to know for sure.

 

Distance put between two souls.

One is lost 

And one controls

The other like dolls

Hooked on strings

Waiting for the piercing ring

Of the text coming next...

I feel like I'm breaking inside.

 

Put your trust in the hands of a friend.

A journey so long it never ends.

She may break your heart 

Worse than any fiend.

I feel like I'm breaking inside.

 

Laughter echoes within my skull

Ringing

Searing the marrow's bone.

Wants to be amused?

Maybe amusing.

But for me not as much as for her.

 

Too uptight? 

Am I scared?

Hearts breaking?

Life ending?

Who will ever know?

I feel like I'm  breaking inside.

 

Embarrassment takes over like never before.

Melting on the spot.

Blacked out

But, at the same time, not.

Choking up on words that won't appear.

Waiting for answers nowhere near. 

I feel like I'm breaking inside.

 

All natural instincts 

Scream to run away

From the state of mind

From the (once thought) kind

girl who I thought was my friend.

But I dont want to end 

The bonds we have built;

Far too precious to destruct.

I feel like I'm breaking inside.

 

Gazing into reflections 

Waiting for something to happen.

No one is going to help.

I'll figure it out by myself.

 

I must hold on.

Try to stay strong.

Live another day.

 

I am breaking inside.

 




ageschéckt den: 21:57 Fri, 13 March 2020 vum: Rubio Doering Lena

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